It’s now 1:40 in the morning, so if this isn’t too coherant, I’m sorry.
I just can’t sleep. So much stuff has been going on lately and I just really feel the need to rant it all out. I know I usually don’t blog about personal stuff, but hey, it’s my blog lol.
Pretty much money sucks. It sucks even more when there is a lack of it. I’ve been working at a pet store for over 2 years now. When I applied I wanted full time. I was told I would start off as part time, which was fine with me. Over the past 2 years my hours have gone down, more and more each week. Next week I have two 3 hour shifts! Argh…… Now I know a lot of it has to do with some new scheduling, and a lot of people are pissed. But six hours? I won’t even make enough to cover groceries for that week!
Now please don’t get me wrong, I know I’m lucky right now to even have a job. But still I can’t help but be freaking out a bit. And it’s not just that, things are hard all the way around. Jay (my husband) got laid off last year. He was at his company for 11 years and they shut down. He was able to get another job (thank god) but of course is making a lot less than before. It’s really starting to catch up with us. Right now my biggest fear is that we may have to sell our home. We bought it 2 years ago when we were both working and things were good. But so much has gone on since then.
I am looking for a second job. As much as my current one lives me disgruntled, I’m not about to quit any source of income. It’s just nerve racking to go through this process all over again, and find something that will work around my current job, Jay’s work schedule, and taking care of the boys.
Bah…. anyways that’s my little rant for now. I’m going to drink more coffee and look for more jobs. I’ll be sure to post something more interesting soon. Nighty night all.
EDIT: Well after doing my nails and visiting GivesMeHope I’m feeling much better. Really there’s no where else to go but up.
Thanks for tolerating my ranting hehe.