So after work today I just miss the bus. Happens too often but meh… I usually check out Chapters til the next one comes. As I go to the craft section, this comes in right in front of my view:

I completely had this omg-omg-omg moment. I actually used to cross stitch all time which I was pregnant with my boys. And of course my obsession for the undead made this the perfect thing for me. But I was strong and didn’t buy it. I’m trying to save more and be more responsible with my money. Honestly….. I’ll probably just buy it on payday anyways. Friday can’t come fast enough.

Also I thought I’d throw in some site updates as well:

• New affiliate Ashley at iron-glass.org
• Add a page for my pets
• Made of list of movies I want to see this summer
• Added a Button Wall of sites that I like

I’m also working on a new theme as well. I’m taking my sweet time with it but hopefully it’ll be up within the next couple weeks. Also look for some vlogs coming soon. I’ll warn you though… I tend to be awkward in front of the camera, but really it’ll just make it all that more entertaining.

And to finish this randomness entry, pics that will hopefully post this time:

Haha I should actually check my site more often, turns out I double posted and the pics actually worked…. you can check them out in a post below.

It’s now 1:40 in the morning, so if this isn’t too coherant, I’m sorry.

I just can’t sleep. So much stuff has been going on lately and I just really feel the need to rant it all out. I know I usually don’t blog about personal stuff, but hey, it’s my blog lol.

Pretty much money sucks. It sucks even more when there is a lack of it. I’ve been working at a pet store for over 2 years now. When I applied I wanted full time. I was told I would start off as part time, which was fine with me. Over the past 2 years my hours have gone down, more and more each week. Next week I have two 3 hour shifts! Argh…… Now I know a lot of it has to do with some new scheduling, and a lot of people are pissed. But six hours? I won’t even make enough to cover groceries for that week!

Now please don’t get me wrong, I know I’m lucky right now to even have a job. But still I can’t help but be freaking out a bit. And it’s not just that, things are hard all the way around. Jay (my husband) got laid off last year. He was at his company for 11 years and they shut down. He was able to get another job (thank god) but of course is making a lot less than before. It’s really starting to catch up with us. Right now my biggest fear is that we may have to sell our home. We bought it 2 years ago when we were both working and things were good. But so much has gone on since then.

I am looking for a second job. As much as my current one lives me disgruntled, I’m not about to quit any source of income. It’s just nerve racking to go through this process all over again, and find something that will work around my current job, Jay’s work schedule, and taking care of the boys.

Bah…. anyways that’s my little rant for now. I’m going to drink more coffee and look for more jobs. I’ll be sure to post something more interesting soon. Nighty night all.

EDIT: Well after doing my nails and visiting GivesMeHope I’m feeling much better. Really there’s no where else to go but up. Thanks for tolerating my ranting hehe.

Perez posted a link to this Youtube video. This girl is filming her reaction to the new Eclipse trailer. A couple things before the video:

-I’m not making fun of this girl. I’m going to be commenting on the hysteria itself. Even though there are a couple parts where she sounds possessed…..
-She gets very loud at a couple points, please turn down your volume. You’ll thank me.

My first reaction…. if she’s like this after watching the trailer….. can you imagine how it would be watching the whole movie with her? Something I’d like to avoid. And this will be how it is with many Twilight fans, or ‘Twilighters’.

Now I can’t say I never have gotten excited over a movie coming out. I actually get really excited for a lot movies. But I can honestly say I’ve never screamed or cried over one. Don’t get me wrong…. I liked the books and enjoy the movies. Do I think ‘Edward’ is the hottest thing on the planet…. no. Am I going to die if I don’t see the movie… no. But I do hope to check it out in theatres…… which I know is a risk to my ears.

I guess I just don’t get it. I don’t get how people can get sooo excited for a movie. Though I should talk….. I got pretty damn excited when Jon Davis got on stage at Family Values a couple years ago. Byes for now.